greater is He that is in me then he that is in the world

Its hard to take a look at this world and see the beauty of all woman being completely mistreated.
we live in a world where expectations SCREAM at woman to look a certain way...
The more I take a look the more i see how much woman are ripped off and are getting ripped off!
i struggled with an eating disorder for soooo long, too long actually, once i was so consumed by anorexia it felt like it became my whole identity, it was my life at one stage and was completely trapped in its bondage.
Thankfully entering Mercy ministries, has saved my life and now i am completely free and recovered from such a trap.
I call any eating disorder or bad body image a trap! as once you pay attention to it continually, you become trapped in its lifestyle. i have come from being extremely low body image (which involved alot of harm to myself) to now being free and able to love myself as God loves me and accepts me!
I have found it a little overwhelming in how much this world focuses on beauty and really disorders it!! Disoders it to the point where the inner man is not counted one bit, and catagorizes people in sections of image and looks. which leaves people compareing and in competition.
All this is so close to home for me as i have been on both paths!
The path i am on now is one of true beauty within and on the out side!
when we hate the way we look we are saying to God "God i hate the way you made me"!!!!!!!!!
But you need to know God never created trash but he created beauty and had a GREAT deal of pleasure when He created you!
You know pslams 139, i'm fearfully and wonderfully made! like far out!! He totally thought about every single detail, and with great honour of you he made you!!! so please please please the next time you feel like getting caught up on how the world see's beauty, just know there is a God living inside you that is far greater then the one in the world that is lieing to you everyday!!!!!
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL BEYOND MEASURE!!!!!!!!
beleive but most of all live it!!!!!